Hey guys, I figured I would write my first journal today. I don't expect any of you to care, because no one owes me anything. I didn't come here to dump my problems on any of you. I came here to say what I really think because anytime I try to talk about myself, I get choked up and don't what and what not to say. So, here goes. Also, please read until the end. It gives me a good piece of mind to say this message.
I screwed up. Somehow, and I sincerely don't know how, I screwed up. My life feels ruined because of this. I don't feel comfortable saying what happened in this journal for the sake of me and who this involved. I am sorry this ever